One of the most awestruck moments that I always feel so deeply even with goosebumps is when I started to realize how amazing and beautiful the stories of our life that Allah has written for all of us.
and this story, is about mine.
To be very frank, I've always had this fear of getting older, because adulting is not as easy as it seems like. That was not what my 16-year-old-self would think though. During school where I had friends to share everything with, and with not much problems to figure out myself at that time (other than doing addmaths haha), I used to think adulting is going to be a lot of fun, freedom and also having your own money = rich, and you gonna have everything figured out.
The truth is....
jeng jeng jeng...
if any of the school kids happen to read this,
dear love,
please enjoy your school / studies to the fullest.
I'm glad that I didn't wasted my studies moments. Now, they are such beautiful moments worth reminiscing every single time, I promise.
and back to the story of what happened during 2024, 2025 & 2026 to me, was in summary, AN EXTREME ROLLERCOASTER ride.
I really have no idea how I'm still surviving at this point, but thanks so much Allah for allowing me to go through all of these and to grant me a baby of my own.
Yup,
you heard it right.
So, in 2024 I got married in September.
and, I got a baby in July 2025.
To get in more details, she is now called my beautiful Naila, buah hati dan cinta hati saya.
Present to you,
I couldn't get in any more details cause I gotta go and finish up my work. Maybe I'll comeback soonnnnn.!
But, all in all, I'd say there are so many things that are out of control no matter how hard we try. and sometimes, there are gonna be times where we might make a decision that we feel like it's a "wrong decision" but I believe there are wisdom that yet to unfold. We might not understand it yet. May Allah make it sufficient for us, always.
If you have some free time, do watch this series from Nouman Ali Khan: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGEIbpaigIA (a good reminder to leave everything to Allah regarding what's out of our control)
xo
